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#24

There can be no grudge in the heart if the self eventually becomes month-monthly. Just accept it! Like my fate now. I can only sigh, look down, and look up repeatedly to see who my unbelieving friends find me laughing out loud. Apparently, only one person is left.

#23

Now that someone is missing, maybe he is re-arranging his heart. I just do not know it all. I never know about what he keeps. Complicated

#22

There's no hatred I can duck from inside my heart for her. There is only hatred for myself.

#21

No greeting does not mean no caring. No story does not mean I forget. It's just a line of my way of looking after me. So there is no seed. In order not to break any news. So there is no such problem ever. To get myself used to it. Accustomed to deliver it in the thread of prayer.

#20

The world has a lot of stunning but unreachable things. It's like right under where you stand a lot of diamonds scattered while glittering, but you keep trying to fly for plucking stars. In fact, even if you can reach the star, you will eventually realize that it is really just a chunk of incandescent gas that can not be picked

#19

Make it happen this time more surrender, give up on your definition that I do not know. About you that I never thought, you that I never thought, I think so will happen.

#18

No offense, but there's something I do not understand about you and the whole situation, but that does not mean I will not understand forever. I will surely know, and if the truth puts you in opposition to me, I will do what I have to do.

#17

From the beginning, his life was a mystery. His true self lives in a hidden place without a route to get there. I can never penetrate it, no matter how hard I try. So I can just sit here, waiting for him to come out by himself. But at that point I began to realize that what I had been longing for was what I had never expected.

#16

He's coming. Not! It does not come in the form of coming to me with a hug. He came in his typical way, his cowardly way. Just dare to say over the phone line and talk over and over about the past. My feelings are now floating again. In an uncertain place between happy or hurt October 17, 2016 19:48